Can you let me free?
can you let me laughed without any burden in my heart?
can you let me Happy with my life & my dreams?
Can you let me make my dreams come true?
Sometimes I wanna become someone else and i look they are free to determine their life and they have their own life Why i can not? but i never regreting was born like this yeahh this is me, from the bottom of my heart i wanna become selfish but my heart can not ignore that i have a responsibility and thats always when i'm baby until right now 24 years old but until when? until i'm old and then i always giving in??
God you know what i'm feeling right now? between a dreams and responsiblity but i do not know what i have to do, i always giving in always and always but, i just though this is y last dreams and there's no other time to make it come true or i have to sacrifite it forever, and say goodbye huuff really hard to breath in this condition, and i do not know who will feel my feeling right now? i hope she will know my heart, i wanna choose my own life because that impossible for me together with her forever until i'm old, because we have our own life later, we have our own family..
but we still family until die, even you say it's means you'll stop this elationship..!
No zis como on..please..please to understand myself just once, just this time... don't make more preassure to myself, cos i can't choosing between siblings and my big dreams if you want to make me choose it, i'll choose both zis. please help me.. i love you but i have a future also, i have a dreams, i have a hope and i want you are include there and now you just help me to make our dreams comes true together, but i think you didn't with any help come zis do not too childish, a threat is not solve the problem, you just adding my burden girl, cos you know i con't do anything with your threat!
i do really hope you can understand, even we are a family but we have our own destiny, our own dreams, our own future please let's support each other, stop being selfish stop to hope someone else understand to ur self it's time to you understand someone else, if you feel sick someone else couldn't understand you , and so do they, they feel same girl
well look, i become like this it's not means i hate you, even i love you, i want you become a adult girl i want you to become a independent girl, stop to hing with me, i is my self and you are yourself, we are different girl don't false to understand what i said about, plese wake up girl, let's support each other Oh God...Dear my lovely zista whom i love with whole of my life, just do hope oneday you will understand me, you will let me laugh with my dreams and with my life, and so am i, i will support you til the end i will give what i have to make you happy and don't worry cos this is what i did since i baby, make you happy, make you stop to cry i'll give what i have to make you happy, but now we are alreday adult and this is my last dreams and my last hope,
Can you put me off, and let i make my dreams come true, don't make it failed zis PLEASEEE.. I hope you read this written and will understand what i'm feeling right now..!!
Fighting My zista..!!
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Yang sabar ya, mungkin yang dibutuhkan adalah waktu luang dan tempat yang tepat untuk saling bicara. Semoga menemukan jalan keluar yang memenangkan hati masing-masing. :)
@pembelajar : what a shame, i thought there's nobody would read this nothin' post, :P well this is just my exspression write something stupid when i'm get pressure, but the real everything is gonna be okey,
i just take it easy brother :D, thx's for visit !
Ngeles aja Nyanya, hehe. Tapi, syukurlah kalo memang baik2 saja. Soalnya pernah menemukan status Nyinyi di FB yang se-"tema" dengan tulisan ini. You are twins, don't be hurting each other okay? hehe...
@ pembelajar : How can i hurt my own zista, obsolutly not bro..! she's the only my zista just about family dummy things, everything it's gonna okey, do not worry ;), thx's 4 attention :)
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